Saturday, April 24, 2010

Nobody can totally understand my feeling right now,nobody can give me a warm hug and comfort me.... 
Nobody care... The one i care like no time for me,no space for me,no patient to comfort me...
I care him still,but dont know whats wrong with him recently... He just like can get hot so easily,even i complain that im unwell he also said he stress to hear that...

I never expect that he could 100% take care of me,but at least hope he can comfort me when i just needs his care... Izzit over to expect someone to do this for me ?

My grandpa just pass away,the thief visit my house in the early morning and i didnt lost my thing but only my housemate she lost her laptop and digital camera... Make me wonder,what the purpose the thief want to do this ? Maybe this person observe four of us so long time already.... 
Alot of things happend and i have no mood and cannot pay fully attention to do my revision while my final exam will be on next wednesday...
Im really stress....

I didnt expect anyone to know how stress or how bad i feel,but at least i hope the one i care can totally know my feeling cause he know what happend on me and he is my someone... Seems we have some prob and we need talk maybe,i dont know if he still have the patient to talk to me or listen to me or not.. Just want him to know i care about him,hope he can appreciate and please dont make me feel hurt anymore....

I lost 2 important persons in my life,can i just forget like nothing ever happen ? 
Its ok,i dont know what could i say and what else should express here...



Monday, April 5, 2010

OMG

Omg, Omg !!!!!!
Im dying~~ KILL me please~~~!!!
No one can imagine how boring am i, oh SHIT !!!!
Im looking Mangkuk Ass....
Any one see si Mangkuk Ass please call to 999 inform me, heeeee :D
Haiyo,too boring la.. Need ur jokes !!!


Aduiiiii~~~~~~
Im gonna die,KILL me please :(
Damn fucking bored !!!
Mangkuk Ass,
Mangkuk Ass,
Mangkuk Ass~~~~



Mangkuk Ass is better or chubby ass ? or cute ass ? sexy ass ? Perhaps HOT ASS,wahahahahahaha...... 


p/s: hey you,dont marah ya... heheheh,im just saying the TRUTH,buahahahahaha.....

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Iam thinking to quit my studies after finish this semester,then either i will take a part-time course or working...
This is what i can do if i don't wanna study...

Going back KK later,miss my housemates,miss my bed there,my friends and CLUBBING !!! hahahaha

Hey you,sorry for all what i've said and what i've did before...
No matter how,u still my good friend...
Thanks for being my friend....
U're smart,good looking,funny and "HOT".... But too bad im not ur taste,buahahahahaha.......


Anyone wanna go Taiwan with me ?
The ticket is so cheap,only RM423-479 something,2 ways...
Boring here,need to go somewhere jalan2 sambil pok cari jodoh.... hahahahaha
just kidding :P


It is 5:54am now,the air so fresh and cold... love this
KK won't have such fresh air,gonna miss the air here,hehehe...


Going back later,so excited !!! hehehe
Boys and Gurls,don't forget give me a call or text me if u guys have any nice plan ya :)
hehehehe~

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

忘记一个人真的有那么难吗?为什么我脑海都是你?
你的笑容,你的声音,你的眼神。。。

忘了你原来是这么难。。。。
说好要忘记,却违背对自己的诺言。。
有什么药是让人吃了会失忆?让我不再想你。。。

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Miss him so so much.........
I know thats the end between me and him,and i know i should not think about him anymore because its my decision to forget and leave him...

How i wish he could send me a msg even just to say HI or BYE or just asked me to TAKE CARE MYSELF,its enough for me.... 
Im stupid and crazy right ?


Just wanna express my feeling here..........
I did sumthing for him,not much but its about what he mean to me and i just want to see him happy...
He did not know what i ever done,unfortunately i cant do anything for him in the future...
Im forcing myself to forget him,i need time and dont know how long...
Will do my best anyway....
Eva,jia you !!!!
SMILE pls~~~








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*feel wanna cry*

Friday, March 26, 2010

以后再也不會。。。。

以后不會再等你online,
不會再約你去夜店,
不會在三更半夜喝醉打給你,
想你的時候也不會再信息你,
再也不會.......

我知道不管我做什么,都是在你的世界范圍以外。。。
很感謝你這段時間陪伴我,做我的好朋友。。
真的很謝謝!
我沒力氣再讓自己這么傷心難過。。。


沒有你,或許會很孤獨,少了好朋友的陪伴。。但是我要學會堅強!
知道你前晚踢足球腳受傷了,好好照顧你自己。。。
有沒有我的存在,對你都沒影響吧。。
保重~~

回憶

嘗試着把你從我心里放下,刪除你的手機號碼,甚至刻意引藏你Facebook的主頁,就是努力的讓自己放下你在我心里的位置....
不管我怎么努力,你在我心里已經留了個位置,想你,在乎你,關心你是我自然而然會做的事...


以為試着跟他培養感情就能忘記你,但我錯了。。
很想說,以后我再也不會出現在你面前,不會再讓自己看到你跟美女有說有笑而獨自傷心...
以后的日子會很想你,會很辛苦..
但為了你的幸福,為了保護我自己,離開你是必須的吧....


不懂你會不會在乎我的離開?
我想你應該不會吧?
從今我少了一個要好的朋友,你的笑容,24小時的笑話都將會是我以后的回憶...
我很喜歡你,真的很喜歡你。。。你知不知道?
但對你來說,都不重要!!


黑:
原諒我對你的冷言冷語,我只不過是樣貌普通,又矮又肥的小叮當。。
你到底有沒有喜歡過我,已經不重要,你也不會在乎吧?
剛才那樣我真的受不了,反正有沒有我,你也都無所謂,對不對?
不懂以后有沒有機會再告訴你,
但最后一次想告訴你,我喜歡你,喜歡你到超乎我的想象,喜歡到快控制不了。。
好好保重!
真心祝你幸福快樂。。。。。。




對不起!!