Tired, Give up.

So tired recently because of too much quarrel..

Sorry to be self-fish, but i cant accept everything u said and u did..

Seperate is better for u and me.

Is thinking to give up, there's no reason for me to stay after keep on quarrel.

No matter how, im really tired and hurt enough of being with u.

Whatever it wanna be, let it be. But dear GOD, please make me stronger to face my hard life. Amen....

Black Birthday

Its hurt when the word came out from your mouth, and now i really realised that we may not suitable to stay together seems the bad influences on you.
I tried to ignore that hurt feeling but the word really hurt.

I think we really need a space to calm ourself.

No matter how, the scar still never gone. Neway, thanks!

BAD DAY EVER

This is why i dont want to stay with u.. Because i know we fight alot,argue alot...!!!!


Am i too selfish or what ??!! TELL ME !!!!
I hate this !!!! Everytime make me feel so bad !!

Are we in LOVE ??!! How come i feel im stronger than u ?! and why everytime i cant get the point in ur mind and u cant understand everything i did or i think is all for ur own good ??

Is it worth to be kind to everyone outside and never think about the realistic ?!


OMG !!! its sucks !!! i mean my life SUCKS with this !!!! I dun understand !!!!

♥

 I don't know what true love is,how real the love would be when two persons with the different behavior,from the different background and the different traditional are being together..

Everyone call him Meng,he may looks chinese but he is muslim... Shy guy,he loves music like how he love everyone around him... Good personality and never say 'NO' to anyone if they asking for help.. 

This guy has changed me,he changed me alot.. 

I've never seen a guy tried to did his really best just want to satisfy me,he did so many things and sacrifice alot.. Put so many patience while i have a really bad temper.

At first i thought we will no longer in this relationship. But after a year i saw everything he did for me,then i tell myself he is the right guy who can take care of me and always be with me. 

No one know how much he meant to me because most of them only seen the part i bully him,but actually i just love him like how he love me :) 

I don't know how far the relationship can goes to,what i hope is i don't need to couple with anyone else in future :P 

He doesn't really know me but at least he would like to try his best in anything just to satisfied me,this is what other guys can't do for me.

Im not sure if he is my true love but at least he show me his care.. 

Im so great to have him ♥

昨晚喝茫了﹐開心的那刻卻突然很想哭。。
那種痛讓我很清醒﹐我知道我還痛。。


已經慢慢開始接受你離開的事實﹐但這幾天沒有一天是不想你。。
很痛很痛﹐這麼大個人從沒有過這種後悔。。
因為我的任性﹐造成現在的遺憾。。
我想這種遺憾﹐後悔會一直帶著﹐帶一輩子吧。。


請允許我稱你為:親愛的﹗
親愛的﹐安息吧﹗

Always in remembrance - Kashminder Singh-

Nothing much i can say here,i miss u,really miss u...
I regret i didn't be the best as a friend,im sorry :'(

We are not able to change the fact,but sometimes i was thinking how good the life will be if u come back to us...
Its too late to apologize and now the regretness is killing me..




U a kind people i ever met,the funny thing is i dont feeling that u scolding me when u scolding me because the way u talk so soft..
U remind me all about u,wish to see ur smile :( 
Cant turn back everything,ur smile will always in my heart.. 




Miss u so much Kash and may u rest in peace :(

I cant describe my feeling when i see this pic

will never forget ur smile,miss u :(

Thinking too much and fucking tension right now ! 

Valentine is just around the corner,i really wish that i can get a gift or even surprise,but i know there is no any surprise for me :( 

So blur,so tension with my situation now.. We both have our prob,im so sorry that i cant help him in anything when he has prob.. 

Praying hard to the God everything is gonna be ok soon...

I dont want to be a loser,i want fight for my life and my future !!!