How i wish anybody can give me a birthday surprise...
I plan my party every year and no surprise,the only surprise is when i was 17th,my classmates made for me...
Sigh**


hahahaha........

huhu

How many bottles do i need for 17-20 persons ?

How much the total i have to pay for this ?

Where is the nice place to celebrate my birthday ?

What should i wear for that night ?

OMG,its annoying and killing me........

Haiz..........................

:(

Memories

Dreamed something and im really sad after woke up in the morning...

Its like repeating/telling the story between me and my ex,and also remind me about his friend also... A little boy i ever admire before,lol....

He is a cute boy,2 year younger than me,very good in singing but EGO..

Lots of memories with them and sigh cause now we are just like stranger...

Is that what we called 'FRIENDSHIP' ??

Well,i have to say THANKS to them,they ever came to my life and colored my life... Nice to know them,especially when the boy making noise or dump his smell face to me cause i did something that i shouldn't did like smoking,dirty dance with any strange guy or disappear suddenly in the party and make him worry i guess...

Lolz,what the fucking nice memories huh   :P

Im goin to 21st this Aug,have to say BYE to my past and i know i CAN'T keep my horrible life like a kid,don't know how ta take care myself... Lots of memory just cross my mind and it seems good for me :P hahahaha  

Anyway,im still thinking and planning how to celebrate my 21st b'day... Kinda annoying :P

Thinking lot of things,so mess........

Dont know what to do cuz im totally lost....

Im cheating myself...

What the fuck is this ? I couldnt believe this i thot i ady let go but im not....

This is fuck !!!!

Anyways,thats ok........ I cant say anything and I have nothing to say about this.....

What would u do if i cant be with u anymore ?

Will u happy or feel sad ?

What i meant for u actually ? Do u really care about me ?

This is what i want to know....

I never expect that u can be a rich man and give me everything what i want,i just want ur love....

Treat me gently,always understand me....

Do u know how i feel everytime when u talk rudely to me ?

I start thinking whats love for and whats love is ???

这一刻我觉得我是幸福的，好喜欢这种感觉。。
甜甜的，我很享受。。



♥ baby milo ♥

My mind is blank........empty........

Start thinking about it over and over again.......

Negative thinking!!!

U wont know how bad i feel,how tired am i and how much i care about u...

Sad.......

I couldnt find anybody to talk with...

This is so FUCK !!! Really FUCK man !!!!!!!!!