Tired, Give up.

So tired recently because of too much quarrel..

Sorry to be self-fish, but i cant accept everything u said and u did..

Seperate is better for u and me.

Is thinking to give up, there's no reason for me to stay after keep on quarrel.

No matter how, im really tired and hurt enough of being with u.

Whatever it wanna be, let it be. But dear GOD, please make me stronger to face my hard life. Amen....

Black Birthday

Its hurt when the word came out from your mouth, and now i really realised that we may not suitable to stay together seems the bad influences on you.
I tried to ignore that hurt feeling but the word really hurt.

I think we really need a space to calm ourself.

No matter how, the scar still never gone. Neway, thanks!

BAD DAY EVER

This is why i dont want to stay with u.. Because i know we fight alot,argue alot...!!!!


Am i too selfish or what ??!! TELL ME !!!!
I hate this !!!! Everytime make me feel so bad !!

Are we in LOVE ??!! How come i feel im stronger than u ?! and why everytime i cant get the point in ur mind and u cant understand everything i did or i think is all for ur own good ??

Is it worth to be kind to everyone outside and never think about the realistic ?!


OMG !!! its sucks !!! i mean my life SUCKS with this !!!! I dun understand !!!!

♥

 I don't know what true love is,how real the love would be when two persons with the different behavior,from the different background and the different traditional are being together..

Everyone call him Meng,he may looks chinese but he is muslim... Shy guy,he loves music like how he love everyone around him... Good personality and never say 'NO' to anyone if they asking for help.. 

This guy has changed me,he changed me alot.. 

I've never seen a guy tried to did his really best just want to satisfy me,he did so many things and sacrifice alot.. Put so many patience while i have a really bad temper.

At first i thought we will no longer in this relationship. But after a year i saw everything he did for me,then i tell myself he is the right guy who can take care of me and always be with me. 

No one know how much he meant to me because most of them only seen the part i bully him,but actually i just love him like how he love me :) 

I don't know how far the relationship can goes to,what i hope is i don't need to couple with anyone else in future :P 

He doesn't really know me but at least he would like to try his best in anything just to satisfied me,this is what other guys can't do for me.

Im not sure if he is my true love but at least he show me his care.. 

Im so great to have him ♥

昨晚喝茫了﹐開心的那刻卻突然很想哭。。
那種痛讓我很清醒﹐我知道我還痛。。


已經慢慢開始接受你離開的事實﹐但這幾天沒有一天是不想你。。
很痛很痛﹐這麼大個人從沒有過這種後悔。。
因為我的任性﹐造成現在的遺憾。。
我想這種遺憾﹐後悔會一直帶著﹐帶一輩子吧。。


請允許我稱你為:親愛的﹗
親愛的﹐安息吧﹗

Always in remembrance - Kashminder Singh-

Nothing much i can say here,i miss u,really miss u...
I regret i didn't be the best as a friend,im sorry :'(

We are not able to change the fact,but sometimes i was thinking how good the life will be if u come back to us...
Its too late to apologize and now the regretness is killing me..




U a kind people i ever met,the funny thing is i dont feeling that u scolding me when u scolding me because the way u talk so soft..
U remind me all about u,wish to see ur smile :( 
Cant turn back everything,ur smile will always in my heart.. 




Miss u so much Kash and may u rest in peace :(

I cant describe my feeling when i see this pic

will never forget ur smile,miss u :(

Thinking too much and fucking tension right now ! 

Valentine is just around the corner,i really wish that i can get a gift or even surprise,but i know there is no any surprise for me :( 

So blur,so tension with my situation now.. We both have our prob,im so sorry that i cant help him in anything when he has prob.. 

Praying hard to the God everything is gonna be ok soon...

I dont want to be a loser,i want fight for my life and my future !!!

Its late night now,and im missing someone out there..

Im going KL to shopping next week,weeeee~~ just can't wait for that day :)
So excited and lil bit worry,already 3 years never been KL and im sure everything is changed there..
Hope we have the safety journey :)

Hurmm... i wanna buy camera,hp,perfume,clothes,few pair of high heels and shoes,spec,handbag and etc....
Wow......how much should i bring ??? hahahahahah.....pray hard that my mammy would give me lot of pocket money :P

足足過了一年﹐唯一改變的是現在的我已經學會控制思緒。。
無可否認﹐他在我心中還是有一定的位置。。
不過我很清楚知道誰才是真的可以和我相處在一起。。

他很帥氣﹐笑容也很甜﹐學歷不錯﹐又很聰明。。
似乎他所有的缺點我都可以視而不見。

人家說是你的就是你的﹐誰也搶不到。。
何況他本來就不是我的﹐哈哈哈。。
很感謝他大老遠自己架車過來探我﹐這裡我沒多幾個朋友﹐肯大老遠來探探我﹐我已經很開心了﹐很謝謝他。。也很謝謝另外一位朋友 順道也來找我。。

( Thanks for the visit,Ms.Yatty and Mr.Devil,hehe.. )

突然涌出很多我們的回憶﹐很懷念也很回味﹐謝謝我生命中曾經有人真心的待我。。

謝謝你們哦﹗﹗ :)