Sorry.......

I've did something crazy last night,but luckily im still alive...

I dont know why,i just hope i can gone like that last night...

So stupid !!!

We fight last night,i blame him cause he have no time to come my place always...

but actually he have the reason why he don't want to come,is my fault again...

I know he is facing some financial problem now,but im just curious why he keep shut up in front of me ?

I mean i can help anything as where i can,at least share with me la,come on...

He always say he do care about me,but is this the way he should treat me ? Hide his own problem and let me blame him always like a stupid....

Sorry Meng,Sorry didn't help in anything whenever u have problem,Sorry i always pissed off with  small matter and Sorry cause im not a good girlfriend... Sorry for everything...

Miss him suddenly when im typing this blog........

I will let go everything,i mean it......

Both of us are suffering in this relationship,especially you... right ?

Blackboy :

Sorry about last night,i might too emo liao...

really sorry....

Well,i will be strong ! Don't worry me,thanks for all of u guys's carrying..

And sorry if i always make u guys worry about me...

郁悶

這幾天心情都有點郁悶，我們好像真的很多問題，但他選折沉默。。。。讓我煩亂的是我們之間到底是什么問題我卻都不知道，因為他寧愿沉默。。。

在他的背后，有一個可以讓我快樂一整天，甚至會讓我一直在想着他的另一個人。。。
我知道我們之間不會超過友誼的界限，或許是我貪新鮮，也或許跟他的溝通方式很輕松，我們無話不談，天南地北什么都可以聊。。
我很壞吧？

但是我跟那個他卻沒那么好聊，他會跟我分享他的生活點滴,生活上的每個小細節；而我也偶爾會說說我的事情。。感覺就像你分享你的，我說我的，沒有互動，就完完全全是個很表面的互動而已。。。
是他有時太忙了，我不能理解的自私，因為這樣讓兩個人好像越來越沒交集，更沒默契。。。

再是這樣，我還真不知道能撐到幾時。。。
 
現在大家都在計劃着七月一起去旅游，好期待。。
希望能趁這個機會好好輕松，看看外面的世界，享受享受。。。

p/s：喂，你們最好不要放飛機說突然臨時有時不能去！！！嘻。。。。。

Tired and Boring~~

Start boring already,don't know why... Maybe because u always busy with ur work,we seldom stay together...

U have ur own life style,u have ur work to do but u can't stop me to go clubbing with my friends right ?
Everynight I stay at home and waiting for u to coming but how many days u didn't come already ?
U can meet ur friends and always busy with ur work but why I can't go clubbing with my friends ?
Tired and Boring................................

How I wish that we never know each other,because I can't accept the way how u care me... Its over for me,sorry...

Mind is blank,wanna go out but don't know where to go and don't know who can bring me out...

Wish the bad gor2 is here so we could hang out again,hmmmm ~~

難過。。。

在想我是不是快失去你了，不懂。。。
只是我真的不能接受原來那晚你曾經偷偷跟在我背后，一直到我回家。。
這樣的舉動讓我覺得你很瘋狂！！
如果說你不相信我，那就算了，兩個人在一起沒意義。。。。
心好痛，好難過。。。。
在想，如果我們不曾認識，那該多好。。。。

Huhu.....

Is quite disappointed when he said he can't hang out with me on this Thursday.... I feel like wanna cry because Im expecting too long and finally this what I get....

And now I just get a msg that he told me he will stay in his friend house tonite...
I just wanna fuck ppl now,really not in mood...

1st I thot he can bring me go to the dental,but NO....
2nd I thot we can go dating but NO
3rd I hope he can stay with me whenever I need him but NO !!!!

He asked me to understand him,ya Im trying to understand him but do he understand me actually ?
Did he know what I need and what I care ?
I dont know........ I cant stay calm and keep my mind clearly,shit !!!
Maybe we just get into the relationship,everything still not stable...

I should not expect too much actually,its my fault also.....
Well,for now I really dont have mood to talk to him...

What a shit !!!!

Hehe......

Is thinking to go for dentist actually,but lazy to wake up because someone is sleeping beside me and we sleep so sweet and tight,hahaha.......
So I'll asked my housemate,JonJon accompany me go to the dental clinic tomorrow,hihihihi.....
Getting better today because someone take care of me for whole night :)

We are so surprise see Jon Jon suddenly appear,haha...... Finally came back KK liao,haha...
Planning go cinema watch PANANORMAL ACTIVITY & CHIPMUNKS,hehehe.. Very good movie I heard,cant wait cant wait I just Cant wait to go for movie !!!! buahahahahah...........

miss my babe owh ~ hehe

*My Babe*

My babe is working in a bar,he is abit shy for me...hehe

I cant believe that he approach me suddenly because we never speak to each other even I went to the bar so many many times,and Im still thinking maybe he is not serious in this relationship....huhu

Hope he is serious with our relationship :P

Scare to get hurt again.....

Anyway,I wanna say something here... I miss u so much and come faster,can't wait to see u babe,Lolz.....

Love is such a sweet thing and everything u feel good with Love,but once u get hurt u'll feel like u're goin to the Hell.... Its horrible and terrible !!! 

p/s: Babe,could I kiss with my gay friend again next time when Im drunk ? Lolz.........

CRAZY !!!

The 1st thing I'll do everytime I woke up is SWITCH ON my laptop,then sign in my FB and my Blog,haha...

I dont know what u guys think,maybe it is crazy but I really dont care and dont even mind about this...

I went Gay bar with my friends as usual to watch the Diva show,really have fun there and I start getting drunk after drink 1 shot of  Tequilla pop and 3 glass of Long Island,their Long Island is so so nice.. hehehe...

Then something was happend because I kissed with my GAY friend infront of my BF !!!! hahahahaha.........

Omg, I just cant believe I dare to do this infront of my BF... They said we kissing so long but I dont think so,maybe around 2 mins... Lolz,would u guys or u girls dare to do as what I do ? hahaha,i know Im crazy and they all know my BF is angry... But thanks GOD my BF's EQ is very good,still can control :P 

Im trying to apologize and I even asked him to kiss me ( am I really crazy ? ) but he dont want,he said :The gay ever touched ur lips and I dont wanna kiss u because u hurt me..

My friends laugh at me because Im crazy,how dare am I to do this infront of my BF...

Finally and luckily my BF came to my place and accept my apologize,pheeww ~  

What a Crazy and Funny nite !!! Oh yeah oh yeah ~ I wanna crazy again,Lolz.....

Anyway,just a  friend and he is gay,it is not a big matter... 

Hacker !!

My mind is crazy after came back from hometown,dunno what im thinking....
Well my mood was really bad and down till go mamak alone at 1am sumthing just to buy cigarete...

Its make me crazy like hell when i had a really bad toothache and then i know my msn & fs is hack by someone...
Its my fault also cuz i shouldn't let him know all about this... And now he deny what he've done,i dont know what he thinking cuz i didnt make any wrong or defend him... He is crazy and stupid !!!

Whatever,im just trying to control my temper and cool down...

Iam new

Hello world :) i just create my own blog,hehe... wanna share my life here,happy new year 2010 to u guys... wish u guys dreams come true and happy always :)